Despair

I fell from the rooftop after deciding to make the plunge
I stood there contemplating before I made the final lunge
Twenty two floors down I fell, my life passing before my eyes
The crowd quickly growing larger as I listened to their cries
I wondered what I'd feel like once my body did hit the ground
Would my soul travel up to Heaven or would I be hell bound
I jumped because I missed you and couldn't see you anymore
I could never get past the day you died, the day my heart tore
As the world around me grew dark and silence surrounded me
I felt a presence around me and quickly began to plea
Please let me see her once again, I need to tell her goodbye
Was anyone there, I could only hope...still I had to try
I begged for one last kiss from your lips but it was not to be
I knelt in this ocean of darkness alone...it was just me