dirty

I wanna go on a bender
As long and hard
As you when you take me
Bent over your grandfather’s desk

I want to do lines, rails
Of white powder off your prone belly
Your teeth clenching my nipple
As the drug hits my cardiac muscle

I want sweat-soaked sheets
Tears and hallucinations
Calling out the holy trinity
When you tie off my vein
Pierce the skin with the needle

I want you to enter me, plunging
Down into me as the warm fluid
Joins my blood

I want to be your dirt kitten,
Your whoreyoursexyourdrug
Light me up and breathe me in
My smoke in your lungs
My cum on your lips

I want champagne, liquor, cheap wine
Poured over me, running down into my ‘v’
And you soppingsoakingLapping it up
Your head moving rhythmically,
My hand cupping your crown

I wanna go on a bender
Like no rock star has ever seen
Fucking the strangers
Sucking their friends
You pushing apart my ass and I am
Too high to notice you moving
Through that pucker, pushing deep inside.

I wanna come down in a dirty house
In a dirty bed
With you. Dirty and nameless.
Sticky thighs and bruises
And nothing but the scars and headaches
To differentiate this night this morning this day
From any other.