Don't Ask Me Why

*author's note*
This is more song lyrics then spoken poetry. I grew up singing in school choir and because I love to sing a lot of what I write is poetic lyrics that I just sing to online friends via my laptop's mic. I might try to make this audio poetry sometime, maybe. But like most of what I write, it's not the usual. And might not be well recieved-but it comes from my questioning why my ex wanted a divorce, and my wanting the people who cared about me to STOP asking ME why.

And I don't know
why you choose to write it so.
And I don't know
why that's how it had to go.

And I wanna close my eyes.
Don't hit me with your whys
cuz I don't know.

No I don't know
why you choose to make it so.
And I don't know
why the hell you hate me so.

And I wanna close my eyes.
Don't hit me with your whys
cuz I don't know.

And I don't know
what made you wanna hurt me so.
Did you see it in my eyes?
Watch me see through all the lies?

Well I don't know.

And I don't know
why you made the choice to go.
And I don't know
why it never brought me low.

No you never made me cry.
Never curled up wanting to die.
Don't ask me why.