Double Sided Pane

The longer I exist behind the double sided pane
The more my lonliness drives me insane
My heart hardens as my mind goes insane
Looking through the double sided pane

The more agony seeps into my brain
The harder I try the less I gain
My heart hardens as my mind goes insane
Looking through the double sided pane

Cry as I may for I feel so much pain
The tears fall so softly as the mid-summer's rain
But a hardened heart I feel cause I cry in vain
Looking through the double sided pane

I search for answers yet nothing will change
I search for clues as to why I am shamed
No clues for my hardened heart, thas why my mind is insane
Looking for a way out of my double sided pane

I have no luck, and I have no fame
I have no idea why I have no name
I have a hardened heart because of the cocaine
That was used to sway my mind of the double sided pane

I found a crevace, or a crack the size of a grain
I think that I'm free now so I become sane
Softened heart I have now so I'm tame
Glad to be rid of my double sided pane

I talk to people so now I'm no longer lame
I open my mouth and talk without shame
People listen as I talk without vain
Oh, how I am glad to be rid of the double sided pane

I am acknowledged, yet I begin to feel drained
Still I look for Hollywood fame
My heart hardens as everything's still the same
Oh, where, now, is my double sided pane?

The shelter I seek so I won't go insane
To keep me hidden from the world and its reign
For my heart to be hardened, my coffin to be lain
A coffin now becomes my double sided pane

Nothing, I seek, other than the same
To cry out for help, to cry out in vain
As my heart is hardened, I seal up the grain
So no one will find me, beneath my double sided pane