Dr. Apparition's Defib

CLEAR
Bitter cold air
Nothing to compare
The words that you said
Keep rolling through my head
Not a memory
But that's just me
Just a ghost
Not the host
Fading in the back
Nothing there to even lack
Won't ever compare
Don't own a share
Of your love.
Ill never see the dove
Floating showing peace
War will never cease
Raging in my head
Thought I walked, but was lead
Never had a path
Won't be no aftermath
Just a ghost faded out
No one hears my shout
Is it choice
Do I own no voice.
Deemed unworthy of feeling pain
It all drives me insane
But the cold feels me
Freezes to a tee
I wanna feel the heat
My heart owns no beat
So I slowly nod my head
A sound only heard, by the dead
I guess that's what I am
Can't show up on your cam
That's all ill ever be
Someone you'll never see
Thriving for the warm
Not welcome in your dorm
Child of the fire
Given no desire
Have to accept
This is my rep
Need to accomplish more
Muscles wanna feel sore
But the cold is all I get
These tears they make me wet
So slowly ill freeze
Locked out with no keys
The one without a date
Have to live my fate.
So I nurture those that feel that heat
Envious of their beat
I push them on
I have no con
Leave life to the living
Step outside the ring
Never the champ
Only the ramp
So ride over me
Sore and just be free
Here ill always be
Confined to my grounds
Never hear the sounds
Of the roaring crowd
The sensation to be proud
Some have to suffer so that others may thrive,
Only wish I knew what it was like, to be alive. CLEAR