Emotionless

If I were to stare into your eyes
Forever
I might find the answers to the questions
Things I seek
Everything I need to know

I might find your essence
Your being
And gather it into my arms and feel it bleed
I might want to love you
I might feel your need

But instead I look at you and I feel
Nothing
I know it's wrong but it feels right
I should be able to hold you
And feel your aura
Surrounding me in eternity

I want to love you
To feel that way about you that you feel
About me
But I cannot
And for this I will forever hate myself
As you are my twin
You are me
And I am you

And I should love you
But I do not
I know this is wrong