Enspelled Masquerade

Just a girl
lost inside
your heart,

butterfly,
china doll,
changeling child desperate
for sleep,
dreams of happier times
quest for orgasm
new realms of delight

(Am I wicked?)

The first time shaving
private places smooth
as honey,

Pain

self inflicted injury,
torn petals,
tattered leaves,

a flower still
blooms.
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2009 Literotica Poetry Survivor Challenge #2
create a Masquerade poem--a poem at opposites to some aspect of yourself--that is a cento formed from titles of poems published on Literotica.
All poem titles come from UnderYourSpell.