Exquisite Ecstasy

Exquisite ecstasy
Never-ending spiral
Towards defeat
Drop your walls again
Let someone in
Lose yourself
In the lie of who
You supposedly are
The empty reasoning
You give yourself
To know love
You must first know loss
Bullshit lines
For lost causes
The only people who utter
That phrase
Are hopelessly drawn
Into meaningful relationships
Then broken
Tossed aside; lost
I’ll get bruised
Then I’ll be found again
But never enough
I want love
Without lie
All the passion
All the wants
All the feeling
But you can’t give that
You don’t love me
You never will
But I dropped my walls again
I let you in
And I’m sorry I did
You never lied about
Your motives
I wish you had
It would have been fun
But in the end
It is just
Exquisite ecstasy
And empty defeat