Finding ... you?

You pulled me out of the dark
You threw open the curtains
Pushed me down onto the bed
And now I am here, alone again

I took your hand, and I held tight
You took my cock, in might
And in our hours of passionate love
Slowly you found your light

And now I am sad, but I cannot cry
You made me strong
I am, aren't I?

You are the reason the blade no longer caresses my skin
You are the reason, why cant I still be in?

So now i am here, alone again
Find myself, I must.
But my body is so full of lust
And with that i seek a friend