Firsts

the first time You saw me
the first time W/we walked together
the first time You held my hand
the first time You sat me on Your lap
the first time You held me
the first time You kissed me
the first time You looked deeply into my eyes
the first time You ran Your hands through my hair,
up my neck, and down my back

the first time You pressed me against the wall,
the weight of Your body against mine,
the first time.

the first time You crossed my arms behind my back,
stood behind me, wrapped Your arms around me
possessively,
and pressed Your lips to my neck,
the first time You tickled me with Your stubble,
gave me goosebumps and made me shiver

the first time You grabbed my ass
with both hands
You pulled me to You, and held me tight,
and Your eyes said i am Yours.

the first time You pulled my hair

my first spanking

the first time You touched me intimately,
ran Your fingers over me,
teasing me, making me want more.

the first night W/we spent together
and didn't get much sleep

the first time You touched my breasts,
saw them, then kissed them

my first restraint
my first ropes, Yours
Your concentration, the desire in Your eyes,
Your self-control evident

my first clothes-pin, Yours
   first my tongue, then first my nipples
   first the left, then first the right

my first time on hands and knees
as You stood by me,
Your hand in my hair,
the fabric of Your pants and beneath,
Your firm thigh
against my face, against my neck,
the first time

the first time i waited for You,
Your first time,
my first time kneeling
ever,
was for You.

my first collar.

Yours.

my first time tied to a door
the first time You slapped my breast
   first the right, then first the left

the first time You let me touch You
warm and hard through Your clothes
against my naked body,
again, first time.

my first time facing the wall,
my arms raised, my hands upon it
my legs apart, my back to You,
my ass out, the way You like it.

my first leash, Yours
my first time being led

my first time allowing myself
to be led

my first blind-fold, Yours

my first hand cuffs, Yours

my first ankle cuffs, Yours
   first right, then first left
my first wrist cuffs, Yours
   first right, then first left
my first time clipped together
   to each other
   and around Your neck and back
my first nipple clips, Yours
   first the left, then first the right
my first time seeing myself, like this.

Your mouth, on me,
exploring me, opening me,
O/our first time

the first time You said You love me

the first time W/we slept skin to skin

my first time being woken up
with Your hand in my hair,
pushing me down,
Your first time, in my mouth (now Yours)
my first face fuck,
my first gag,
my first tears,
Yours.

all my firsts and those to come,
are Yours
including the first time
that i will say
i love You.