Flirty Frustration

How can I crave something so much that I've never even had?
Somehow you piss me off but I'm not even mad.

I keep hearing your voice whispering in my ear,
Fucking with me, telling me to give away my fears.

I like you, damn I admitted, can you go away now?
I want to curl up in a ball and be safe and sound.

But I can't, no, I'm hooked on you.
Flashbacks of how we fit together so perfectly and didn't need glue.

I'm annoyed and I don't understand how you got in my system.
Like a lamb to the slaughter, I'm your willing victim.

But the crazy thing is no, I don't really fear you,
Because for some dumb reason, I think I saw your true blue.

And I'm hooked and I'm excited to let you into my world.
I want you to hold me close and keep making my toes curl.

I'm happy as fuck and I haven't felt this way in a while.
I hope that none of this bullshit or guile.
But back to the mushy stuff,
Like an addict, I can't get enough.

You keep asking me what I want,
Like I'm some kind of savant.

So here it is boo,
Yes, I want you.

And no, not just the sex,
Although I'm hoping that's what comes next.

I just want you to be real,
No pressure to tell me how you feel.

I want to be your slice of happy,
In public you winking at me.

Want you to be honest and true,
So I can really get to know you.

Most of all I want this,
I've been thinking about it since we first kissed.

Been fantasizing like crazy in my head,
About us acting out something naughty in my bed.

Kinda sucks we didn't get to use that chocolate,
You would have had fun licking it off this.

But back to the thing I want most with you,
I want you to stop being so confused.