For Awhile

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Generous and loving
Playful and seductive

A sensual being

And for awhile
She was my girl

Together that summer
We played and made love

She hugged me and kissed me
She whispered she loved me

Then turned to board the plane

Together at Christmas
We were closer than ever

Together next summer
And something had changed

She pulled far away
But never said why

Without her three years
No word until now

So many men
Her elegant longhand

Avoiding commitment
Unable to love me

I’m getting to the beast within

Discovering my demons
Ambivalence and boundaries

Self-doubts and self-esteem

From you I learned
I need not give my best

My body and soul
To be liked and be loved

Sad beyond words
My tears stained her letter

Fearful in love she’d lose who she was

Too late she had learned
For us to survive

I’d wanted her best
But not to engulf her

I wanted her heart

Because

For awhile
She was my girl

For awhile
You were my love

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pamelacdnzpamelacdnz8 months ago

been there, suffered that

kimbaleekimbaleeabout 16 years ago
liked it, but sad

certainly stirs up emotions, doesn't it? sad, but it happens whether we like it or not.

Gi_VenusGi_Venusover 16 years ago
The sadness of love

This played on my memories of love that could not be.

The sorrow that life brings to us in that thing called unrealized love....it lingers in all of us.

Joe WordsworthJoe Wordsworthover 16 years ago
Ill Equipped

I'm not really very good at reading poetry... just not well equipped to appreciate it.

I liked this, I just didn't really connect to it--more "me" than "you" on that.

serendipity_lostserendipity_lostabout 17 years ago
simply beautiful...

This poem just went straight to my heart strings..it was just simply beautiful..

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