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Click hereI wish life was easier
Like I knew what to do
But everytime I feel close
Something else takes control
I try to love u all I can
But u just push me away
I need your trust and forgiveness
Because everything falls around me
And I just lash out
I need your trust so I can trust myself
To make things right for you
Lately its all one sided, I just can't deal
If everything collapses I trust you to help me rebuild
If I'm wrong about your feelings, forgive me for loving you
Why pray and beg? I find its not so much praying or begging but the feelings im trying to convey should come with a story I suppose. I'm bi-polar or manic depressive. Sometimes I don't know my own emotions one day to another, the praying and begging I suppose you see would be the "sorry" I intended.