Frantic

Frenetic...
Kinetic...
Frantic...
Panicked...

Falling apart at the seams
Unsure frightened about what this all means.
Feeling the walls tumbling down,
So afraid i might drown

Emotions like a river rage,
They're not locked away anymore in a cage.
Spiraling helplessly out of control,
i twist and turn, rock and roll.

Happiness and pain,
Confusion reigns.
Questions unanswered,
Questions unasked.

Trying so hard to maintain the distance,
Realizing there's no resistance.
With a look, a touch, a word, a smile,
The distance is once again measured in inches, not miles.

Maintaining a sense of peace,
i was allowed a certain release,
To be able to vent, rant and rave,
Emotions no longer locked inside a cave.
The progress made is amazing,
My heart is soaring, my soul blazing.

Peace begins to surround me,
i am where i've always been meant to be.
High up in the sky i soar,
He's always been what i've wanted and more.
Where this path will lead is anyone's guess,
i still can't refuse, only telling Him yes.

Craving...
Ravenous...
Needing...
Feeding...
Succeeding...