from lover to friend

our life since we parted has been so strange ..we live apart but still stay the same .

we`re friends to such a degree no one understands what kind of bond this could be..

i`ve spent a life time knowing your every move and understanding all your changeing of moods..

why is this closeness so hard to let go..why do we hold tight to the comfort we know ..

the sadness i see in your eyes everyday makes me wonder do i cause it somehow or someway

we take our friendship to places maybe we shouldn`t go ..shareing secrets that puts pain in our souls

i do things to make you feel i`m ok then suffer for telling because i feel so much shame

to listen while you tell me of things that you do ..makes me wish i was still with you

i understand those are not the feelings you have for me as a man

but in my dreams and you know in my heart you`ll always be mine @)~~>