Girlish Dream

my dream of you
was so vivid
of you in my room
in my bed
your hands on my body
your soft weight on top of me
your mouth on mine

my hands wanting to get at your body
your rough exterior
giving way to your femininity underneath
cupping my hands around your breasts
a finger dragging along your torso
dipping at your belly button
then finally tasting you
kissing you
feeling your grip tighten on me
as the pleasure
overtakes
you

and collapsing next to you
with my arm curled around you
almost a different
softer
gentler body
under your outer rough
boyish clothes
and ways

I like them both
want to feel them both,
kiss them both

hold them both.

I want to kiss the side of your breast
beneath your arm
and watch you smile at the tickle

I want to tickle you and end up
holding your hands
looking in your eyes
then kissing your lips

the dream was so vivid
I woke up thinking it was real

then went back to knowing
all I had from you
was the feeling of your breasts against me
when we hugged
and those few extra seconds that
my hand hovered against yours
our fingertips touching
and then no more...