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Click hereWhy won't this feeling go away?
Sometimes I think it is here to stay.
Pounding and racing heart, faster and faster, never seeming to stop;
Each minute this continues my body wants to drop.
Racing mind, I want to run as far away as possible.
Running fast and hard, going nowhere, getting anywhere seems impossible.
All of the hurt, pain, and anger is here for good.
Any and everything causing me to be in a bad mood.
I'm hurting myself, my family, and my friends.
It seems as though all the hurting, anger, and pain will never end.
Sometimes I just want to give up and cry,
But I know that's not the right way, I have to try.
Trying is so hard, so what's the point? Nothing I do is ever right.
All I want to do is cry non-stop all day and night.
I feel like my life has been a waste of energy and time.
So I don't have to go through all I feel and think it should be a crime.