Grandmother

I lived with a woman who had an overpowering will.
She possessed strength in determination beyond mind even she was unaware of.
Her love for me was mostly unspoken.
Her love for me was enough to fuel my obsession with that great intangible.
I could not help but to put her love on a scale of the divine&&for me it was as sacred as anything.
To live with such a spirit in a woman day in and day out since almost birth put me on a journey to explore that which drove her and bound us together.
I was not her child from birth but she adopted me with a love that was beyond that physical&&.it made me her child.
I was her sons child.
My father was killed when I was two moons old.
It was not long after his death that my grandmother took me and raised me.
When she did she became a star in a darkness I was born in.
She became my world in her life here and her life beyond here but yet she is still with us all.
Believe me all&&she has the power to grab us&&.each and every one of us.
And before all gets out of control she will. €l€