Happy

I waited so long for your words
that I missed them

your words
a secret lover's scrall
across the whiteboards of my life
so ingrained into my existence
I didn't know it was you

You hid
you still hide
not ready to step into the reality
that you have so lovingly created
for us both

I know you're out there
I see your hidden messages
flashing across my mind
photons of love

And I wait
as patiently as I can muster
(you know I try)
you know more about me than I do
and to me
this is the greatest gift
I've ever been given

Someone who cares enough about me to
make me happy
even when I didn't know
you were the one making me happy
I'm not sure anyone has ever
went out of their way to make me happy before
and you, your whole life is making me happy
this is why my decision was not hard
and why it was the best decision I ever made

You
make me
happy.

And
some day
I will make
you happy