Hardships

It was a pleasure once
Before
It became an addiction since
Before
It is a need I fight now
Forever

Stress
Relaxation
Freedom
Cage
Different faces of my cosmic cube
Of my inner puzzle

It's a hunt
For a better life
For a better self
For a future
For ever

It's a cry
It's a shout
Taunting of the mind
Strengthening of the body
To rip off the filter
Not their heads

I hate myself
For such a filthy habit
For my weakness
I despise them all
For they all judge me
Except my rare friends
Except you

You
Whom I can't have
You
Who give me hope, strength and life
You
My light

I have so much to show you
To talk to you about
Yet I can't right now
Patience, time
Those you'll need
For me to explore with you

Love
I love you so
Trust
Mine is yours
Soul
When I'll find it
You'll cherish it
I hope