hello to goodbye

I had to Write,
 nbsp; nbsp; nbsp;If only to say;
Sincere Apologies
Things turned out this way:
 nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; It Sucks – But True,
Now We, are Through –
 nbsp; How does it feel,
To Loose it All
And start again –
Broken Pieces – Fall:
Nothing New – Lost
 nbsp; Upon the Wind;
Life and Emotion,
Battered, Bruised – Abused
 nbsp; A Pawn: Simply… used
Memories – Love
 nbsp; nbsp; distant pain;
Chaotic commotion,
Lacking Devotion:
Honor – Truth… lies
Hello to Good-bye
No tears – No Shame;
Lost in Your petty Game:
Deceitful eyes - Shallow
Never again – sigh
Dead to My Eyes;
You have No Power!
All you Are – Now Sour,
In descries – a Weed
Masquerade the Flower
Wilted – Strangled
Losing the Battle
Once Flawed – Despair
You can Not Repair
Damage Wrought
In Sin and Lust
Savagely sought
Abandon your-Self
Blind – Deaf – Vain
Frantic to ES-cape
Loathing Fear – Stalking Pain
Fighting to Hold Strong
Remain SANE
Now it’s All… Gone
Nothing RE-Mains
Things change
Yet, stay the Same
Our Lives- have… shattered
The Pieces Scattered
What ever is The Matter
Are You – not…Flattered?
Back were You started
Yet- not like…Be-fore
Exhausted and –sore
Wilted and wore
Feel IT
Creeping in- under your Skin
Slimy – Festering: nbsp;Writhing
In muck – and in…Filth
You seem to P-Ride
Diseased - Rot-ten
No-where to … hide
You are: nbsp;A Wyrm
No feeling- no Drug- No Lie
Sedates the Awful… HATE
Always Shallow
Infinite – void and hallow
Absent: even life
In Misery- nbsp; Wallowing strife
An Empt-ty; fragile Shell
Alone in Dark-ness
Locked In Hell
Life your prison
This you cell
Good-bye and Fair-well
Faire tale Dreams
Unravel at The seams
The silver Thread
Weighted Lead
Falling Down
Beneath the Ground
Frantic – Morbid Panic
No tears and No sound
We- are Gone; apart
What is Lost – NEVER
Shall be found
Begin the Trouble:
Search through the Ruble
Piece To-gether piece
All you find- left Behind
Banished – Forsaken – Forgotten
From my Mind
Waste Not the…Time
Moving on – Moving Out
Dust It off – Ready
Next Bout
You did: Some damage
Worry Not; I’ll manage
Wounds will Heal…
A time It has Been
Though: Time, to give in
End the Battle
Call off The war
Talley No score
As victory; matters, Not
Only to be through- Free
Released from Shackles
The burdens: and Chain
To Be Done - with You
All The Way
Now Be Gone-
From my Door;
Infected…Filthy; Nasty Whore
To whence you came
All cheap and Vain
Retched- Saturated Shame
Only your-Self; to blame
Vulgar attempts, Refused
Etiquette – Truth – Honor
Might have gotten farther
As sex… is Only sex
What is to – happen next
With broken Hearts… Families…
Torn Apart
On a Whim – spontaneous: Desire
Fiendish desperate Act
Chasing: Wanting to Be higher
To fill the Void: numb the…Brain
Replace Regrete: forget
That What it Is – Complex
Binding…Un-rest
Simple to ex-Plain: Guess-
You made the Bet,
You took the Risk,
You Play-ed the card…
And Lost – the chips: Fail-ed; defeated
Ruined it All… Caught Cheating
Ex-posed: Ex-ploited
Branded and Remembered
In-carsirated – Departed,
Good-Bye and Fair well
Dead to My Eye
Forgotten; from my Mind
My back to – You-r Wail
I Rise: Proud – Confident
Leaving You: Suspended
No aid; No Defendant
Back at the Start… Indulge-
You Earn-ed It: See
Just as- You- left
Alone in The Dark…misery
Your company: Clawing… Gnawing
Under Your; Skin
The Image of Sin-
From a Voice: Deep; within
Echo Loud…
Crystal Thunder; clear
PROFOUND:
Worm

4-20-01
by Jozef the Dragon