Hidden Love

Everyday I live a lie
Is it possible to love two women?
Could one be love and one be lust
Do I risk my marriage for what if,
or do I die not knowing what could be
everyday I see you,
I want to be with you, near you
it pains me to leave, it pains me to see you
my heart aches for you
my heart breaks about losing my wife
I don't know what each day will bring
but everyday I feel closer to you
I want to kiss you share all with you
perhaps we are two ships passing
on an eternal orbit that comes close
but will never meet
I fear I will keep this secret until it consumes me