Hurt

Sitting here thinking of you
My mind wandering from all that was to all that has become
Thoughs filling every part of me
wondering what happened
What became of the Love we shared
What happened to the devotion i had for one so important


My drams only nightmares now
My sleep filled with what used to be loving thoughts
Now deep dark screams that echo through my head all day
My needs thrown out the window with a few short words
My heart stepped on and left to die slowly
My soul tattered remains of what was once a hopeful spirit


Thoughts wander now
unable to focus
My eyes unable to dry
My smiles, forced so that none know my inner torment
My laugh, raking nails upon a chalkboard
making myself feel as if i live a lie


What did i do to deserve a fate
From One whom i gave my heart to, my soul to, and told all my fears
Unable to move on yet not having a choice
missing You,
crying for You,
and dying inside