I Don't...I Don't

I don't want to hear the cruel words you speak with such venom.
Why take your frustrations out on me? What did I do? Tell me!
I'm here all the time. Everyday I'm here for you.
Why make me feel dead inside? Why blame me for your failures?
You're hardly there for me, I'm alone in this farce.
I don't want to be the one any longer to carry the burden.
I don't think you understand how much you degrade me.
I don't even know if you truly feel at all! Do you? Can you?
I don't know why I stay. I just don't. I don't know what to do.
I don't know why you are like you are to me. Do you even know?
You tell me why but I don't think you even know. No, you don't.
Why can't you see how much damage you cause me? Others see it.
I don't understand how you cannot see how you are or what you do!
I don't...I don't understand, trully I don't.