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Click hereAm I lonely?
I don't know
Whats this tearing at my heart
I can't put a finger on it,
but it cuts worse than a knife.
Why can't I explain my feelings?
Why can't I hide them?
Everyone's frustrated with me,
but i can't soothe their worries.
I can't even soothe my own worries.
Why aren't you happy they ask.
I don't know I say. I guess that makes things worse,
but its the truth.
I've never had feelings like these.
Feelings of wanting no one around,
of being alone, of just crying and crying
til I can't cry anymore. Am I scared?
Am I sad? Am I depressed? Is it just stress?
I DON'T KNOW! But the feelings won't go away.
I don't want to die,
I'm not stupid.
I just...
I just...
Don't Know....