I hear voices

This is my first attempt here, so please be kind. This poem is not erotic, none of my poems are. But they are me, some short some long. I don't have an editor so bare with me. I lost ability to read or spell at age 20, so everything has been relearned and is not perfect so sorry, I am doing my best.

Lost in a empty space
Dirt every where
Nothing else in sight
The earth is flat
So where is something to keep me alive?
Maybe I should lie down and die?
No water
Nothing to eat.
But eating isn't important
I need water it hot hot hot
I need shade.
I am alone
What should I do?
Am I going mad?
I am talking to myself
That's not normal
Is it? Maybe it is.
May I am going crazy.
Maybe I was crazy?
How do I know?
No one has told me.
Why am I here?
How did I get here?
But really do I care?
Maybe I should care?
Scarey I don't. I won't.
Should I?
I don't.
But maybe that's why I am here.
Alone lost
Not a friend in the world
Do I go on or do I stay
My head say just stay and die quick
But my heart says go on
What to do, what do I say?
But if I say something doesn't that mean I crazy.
I am talking to myself
I don't think I care.
No one can see me, remember I'm alone
But maybe I should care?
But I am surrounded by nothing
Ok, it's worth a try.
I'll keep going, well maybe
Anyway nothing better to do.
Remember I'm crazy
So what's the harm in talking
Lost, Alone, and crazy