I Hear You Calling

I hear you calling
you're giving me a headache
you flood my mind with words
i don't wish to see

Why do you scream for life
when you know it will only
make me cry, make me feel that
pain i've tried so hard to forget

Must you be so insistant
selfishly intruding on my thoughts
not giving me a moments rest
until i put you to ink

Then you'll force me to watch
your first breath
i cannot look, for if i do
i'll have to finally admit

YES! this is how it is
without my rose colored glasses
instead,
i'm putting my shades back on

I'll argue with you some more
plead my cause, ramble on and on
not give you face
not yet anyways

Give me a break, not to worry
i know you're there
i hear you calling
you're giving me a headache