I Never Knew...

I Never Knew...

I never knew how you felt;
In my world you did not exist.
I was to obey the popular group's strict rule
That always robs us of our youth.
I was young and stupid; trying to be cool.

I never knew how bad it hurt
When I snubbed you so.
I was caught up intheir cruel way;
The teasing and abuse
That always made up your day.

I never knew how you felt
When we treated you like dirt.
Your self-esteem was so low.
But you always walked away with your head held high,
Never letting your true feelings show.

I never knew what I could do;
Just wanting to play the sheep.
I needed to get away from them some how.
I asked if I could be your friend,
And you said you needed a pal.

Now I know that I can never take away your pain.
It's to late to make a difference;
Never a friendship between me and you.
I stand alone at your grave, wanting to shout,
"No one could ever say I never knew!"

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I dedicate this to Diana and Gabe who left this world before their work here was done. I hope to see you both on The Other Side.