I Want!

I want to look into your eyes when you grab hold of my hair, freeing my mind, releasing my fear, then pulling my head back, exposing my throat, watching your eyes waiting for you to gloat.

I want to feel you nibble your way down my neck, thinking this is too easy, is this all that I get, letting me feel the fiery pain as you really sink your teeth in deep, (silently whimpering yet not uttering a peep). I want you to tie me down to the bed the images taunting as they play through my head, not sure if you will use leather, silk, chains, or rope, the memory of each, rekindles my hope.

I want to hear you whispering in my ear, making me wonder if you really are there. While you slip a blindfold over my eyes I feel moisture pooling at the top of my thighs, telling me exactly what’s coming seconds before, calling me your baby making me want more.

I want you to chain me to a rail up above, imagining your eyes do they shine now with love? Then I feel your hand walking slowly up my thigh, before pinching me sharply so I muffle a cry. Feeling your hands as they grip my feet, you attach a spreader bar and I sense your retreat.

I want to feel you in my mind circling me, watching, will you be kind, exploring with your eyes, then feeling the leather as you slowly run the crop over my thighs, imagining your smile as you leave me wondering when the real torture will begin, will you take me to heaven or deeper in sin?

I want the pleasure that comes with this pain; I want to sense your smile as I call out your name, the heat that comes with each lash of the whip, the moisture building as you tighten your grip.

I want to sense you moving in from behind, leaning forward until I feel the things in your mind, with your heated breath upon my sensitised, shivering skin, waiting in anticipation of what next you will bring, wondering if I will get your teeth or your tongue or if you will torment me by giving me none.

I want you to tame me, yet not take who I am, and if you can do this, then you are truly my Man!