I Wish/ I Want/ I Think

I still think about you, I still fantasize-
What I wouldn't do to be lost in your eyes,
And to have you, girl, lost in mine.
I could stare into your eyes until the end of time.

I loved the way your hair fell across my face,
When you laid on top, while we were embraced.
I loved the way you held me with your legs around me tight,
And oh, how I wish we were like that every night.
I wish we shared a bed, wedding vows, and two rings.
I wish we shared ourselves, I wish we shared everything.
Maybe it's not right, maybe you're not the one,
But whenever I'm with you, I always have fun.

I wish I was with you again, if just for awhile-
I'd try t'make you laugh, just so I could see your smile.
What's this other guy got? What's he doing that I don't?
If it's just the sex, girl, what makes you think that I won't?
I probably would, though some'd say it's a sin,
'Cause I find myself wonderin' what it'd be like to push in;
Into your soft, your warm, your wet,
To make you hotter still, 'til it makes us both sweat.
But if I did it girl, it couldn't be "just a thing."
I can't do it just once; it can't be just a fling.

Girl, what I really want is to hear you say you still love me,
While your hair brushes my face, as it hangs down from above, see?
I want you on top, with your body holding me down.
I wanna float in your eyes, while in your kisses I drown.
I want to reach from your heart into your very soul,
And find the missing peace in you that can make me whole.

Girl, I want your love, I need your love,
And I believe your love has come straight from above.
So don't you take second best, and don't take none of the rest-
If you settle for someone else, then you've settled for less.
And I think you know it too, deep down inside of you,
Tho' you don't wanna acknowledge what I'm sayin' is true.
'Cause I haven't seen you lately, and it's tearing me apart;
I think you're avoiding me so you can just ignore your heart.

-Superotica 4/19/95