I'm still yours

Even though we both walked away,
And we walked away such a long time ago,
I didn’t realise all the things I never said,
Like how even now I haven’t moved on,

It’s kinda sad really, because it’s been so long,
And I know that you moved on already,
I’ve haunted the places we used to visit,
My tears have fallen thick and fast,

And it still hurts so much,
I can’t stop blaming myself,
Because I did let you go,
You made me look at myself,
And really see, what I could be,

Now I know that there’s so much more,
That there’s so much more to me,
I feel hollow inside because I’ll never get the one I want,
Its kinda hard to deal with the fact that in my heart,
I know I’m still yours,

I’m sorry you’re not mine,
Sometimes I sit in my room for ages and cry,
Because it’s breaking my heart to go on without you,
I wonder around the house and everywhere I turn,
There are memories of you and me,
You shouldn’t haunt me here this is my home,

Sometimes I’ll get home from somewhere,
And you’ll be there and it makes it so hard,
But I agreed that I wasn’t gonna let our break-up,
Destroy the friendship, yours, and mine
And the ones you have with my family,

Like normal when this happens,
I hang my head because my heart starts to hurt,
My eyes start to water but I wont let the tears fall,
And I go to my room in confusion,
Especially when you start to flirt with me,

But I take a step back and think about it,
Are you really flirting with me?
Or am I just having wishful thinking?
Because I know my hearts still yours.