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Click hereIn silent reflection
I look back upon my days
And in my reflection
I have changed in so many ways
I don’t like what I’ve become
I don’t know who I see
Because I am unrecognisable
But tell me…what do you want me to be?
I’ll say what I have to
Do what you want me to
Be anything other than me
Because that’s all I can be
I could tell you who I am
You wouldn’t want it
I could show you who I am
You shouldn’t see it
Because this is the easy way
And if you don’t like what you see
It wont hurt my feelings
Coz that wasn’t me
I wish I could be vulnerable
I wish I could be yours
But my heart’s impenetrable
Still healing old sores
Now the wall around my heart
Is so strong I can’t break it
I wonder will I love again
And could I take it
There are some moments
Where I remember
Who it is I used to be
Back in December
But this is the easy way
And if you don’t like what you see
It can’t hurt my feelings
Coz even I don’t know…me.