incredible

"To Nick, if you're reading..."

incredible
to imagine
if he came out here
that first moment together
almost impossible to describe
except for
the amazing vibe
the nervous rush
his first stare
casual smile

you hold your breath
thinking his casualness will disappoint
that maybe he doesn't like what he sees

but then you're in his arms
the battle's won
his love seeps out
through his skin
drenching his shirt
dripping off his body
until you're soaked in it
smelling him
feeling his warmth
almost too much
now you're almost drowning
in these impossible emotions

so he kisses you
the way you'd imagined
night after night as he said
"I wish you were in my arms, beautiful"
or something of similar endearment

and now
it's sheer lust
after his lips
you know you want the rest
of your shared fantasy
hearing him gasp as before
but now he's in your arms
lips against your ear
and you meet his eyes
with yours
knowing the same urges and ideas are flashing
through his
hot brain
surging through his
hot body
through his fingertips to his
hot touches
soon to be on your body
fulfilling your
hot fantasies
of those
hot dreams
you've shared together
incredible
to imagine