Indecision

Torn between right and wrong
in turmoil with good and bad
struggling with love and loyalty
but through it all life goes on

Matters of the heart
invade the fabric of my soul
longings of the soul
rip deep trenches in my heart
contradictions in my head
stitch and rend at both
and still the truth is that life goes on

Crying out in vain for help
futile searching for the truth
reaching desperately for an answer
though none is within my reach
instead finding only that life goes on

Hesitancy and uncertainty
clutch tight my mind and will
resolve and judgement quickly melt
and leave me stranded out of time and space
where I stare to look for answers
and all around me, but not within me
all the while life goes on