indifference

i have heard nothing
           from you
no call, no email, no contact

it would be unthinkable
            of me
to call, to beseech, to redact
my feelings once again

 

because haven't we been here before?
had "the talk" before
spelled out my need for more
          from you
 
 No, it is not my place
 and i must respect your space
          

          *SIGH*

this too shall pass
 emotional
   emissions
     like gas
    

and each time it passes
a little more of us dies
a little less of me cries

till one day, there will be
no call, no email, no contact
             from me

cause i just aint feeling it no more

"the party you are trying to reach
is not accepting calls from this number"