Inevitable Deception

I love you even though you reject me
I need you despite your indifference
I crave intimacy when you are distant
I grow despondent
You don't care

I make an effort when you ignore me
I offer sex when you demand it
I give you love you don't return
I grow tired
You're never there

I find a new love who wants me closer
I need passion and discover it waiting
Delicious intimacy makes me quiver
I am elated
He craves me so

But I still love you, I find I need you
I'm your partner no matter what
I'll relish my affair whilst keeping you happy
Life feels complete
When I have you both