innocense

I`m not used to the lonelyness, they never leave me. The waves play with me, they lead me ashore, to the cliffs. I lie there, gasping. My chest hurts as it rises. My heartbeat makes me go insane. I have to laugh, I can´t keep myself from parting my soft lips to laugh at the world, at the rain. I don´t eat, I never fuck. I don´t care much about anything outside this world of mine, I´m never gonna leave it, it fills me. It´s the wind who begins to fuck me. He takes me hard, his touch is rough. I feel his shivers when he cums. This is what keeps me alive. My hair is as wet as it always is. Long silken curls drained with the rains of years, dripping from the seas. My skin is soft, I taste salty as the winds try me. The waves attempt to get me, they lick my body. They want me back. I´m never cold, I cry at times but it completes me. I´m part of this, part of life. Existence itself makes me shudder. How could I ever want to leave this place, be somebody else. I´m meant to be this, lie here laughing, as the winds take me over and over again. He fucks my body, he washes over me, I feel the rising as it fills me, makes me shudder and leaves again, to begin anew. I love this. It is the storm who loves me, the only one knowing I exist. I won´t ever leave and he will always come back for me, to take me on the cliffs. The sea is not cruel. It is me who is filled with desire. I´m imprisoned in my body, but this is what can take me that high. Heights unknown to human kind. They always hurry, they never rest. And if they do, it´s forever. I like being here, nobody in sight besides the forces of nature. I have the seas rock me, the winds control me. I´d never give up being a child of the seas, for nothing. This is heaven to me.