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Click hereBloody knives, and razorblades dance in my head,
I long to use them to slice through my skin,
Remembering everything that has been said,
I dare not give into this dark tempation.
In this dark, cold reality,
I no longer have anything to take comfort in,
Left with this terrible feeling, oh so lonely,
I feel like i'm living full of christian sin.
All I want is to feel full inside,
Trying to give the horrid feelings a shove,
I don't want my true self to hide,
I want to feel once again the warmth of love.
I stay on the inside, little by little dying,
Feeling like there is nothing for me in this life,
Inside my mind my thoughts are always crying,
Longing to use this cold, sharp knife.