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Click hereI believe in the process;
Whatever the awakened,
Ascended ones call it,
I trust in it.
However, I won't hide,
I fear, and cried.
To temptations, I give in,
And to whispers therein.
I recognise,
What my ego wants to hide.
Tell myself, this isn't right,
Thus, I put up a fight.
Continuously, I find light,
Amidst this darkness and strife.
Truth, reveals itself to me,
Purging, to go through, before I break free.
The process should start, within me;
And trust, I have to give Thee.
To eventually, love freely,
Unconditionally selfless, to humanity.
But I'm in constant battle,
Oftentimes, I'm rattled.
Clashes over what I need and want,
Versus, what I think I shan't.
Sometimes, I feel I'm crazy.
With all these thoughts,
Repeatedly battling,
Inside me.
Yet, I won't speak,
Nor, would I squeak.
I'd rather facade a smile,
In order to thread, an extra mile.
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