It All Must Go

I reach in and yank away at what I feel
Each memory, each thought and each painful reminder
Slowly like an engine I shut down,
My heart a victim of its own folly
I dared to dream of happiness, of Love
I wanted to feel again and again, empty vessel

I take each emotion of love and throw it to the wind
Replaced with loneliness, deep and utterly meaningful
An abyss of coldness, it all must go.
Into the ether, the void that has many shapeless screams
Only heard to the Broken men and women
Who tread paths of loneliness.

It all must go....
Fuck the reminders, fuck the heart that still feels
Fuck the pain and the heartbreak.
It all must go!

Shifting memories, cleaning out the past
Trying to rewrite it all, to feel nothing
But I feel it all still months later.
It may now take years for the pain to subside
It all must go...