Leaving my Fears Behind

Darkness
That is all I see
I know I am dead
For there is no breath in me

The fears I had
The fears I never told
I realize now
I am not so bold.

A light is in the distance
It is red
It must be hell
So this is what happens
When you are dead

I see my greatest fears in the distance
In the firey bowls of hell
I do not want to go
But I cannot resist

The pain is deep in my heart
The blood is dripping again
I can feel the wound
The pain is hell

I sense a light behind me
I turn to see heaven
With angels
And lots of women

I stop still
My feet can't decide
But then I realize
I still have my will.

I turn away from the fires
I turn towards the white light
I start to walk forward
Leaving my fears behind.