Lies

I hate knowing that all you taught me was a lie
I hate feeling that all your kisses were like lies
I hate seeing what you do to me but I cant make you stop
I hate knowing that all you taught me was a lie

You touched me softly under the stars
kissed my lips and told me that all I needed was something good
then yu told me good was you
you held my hand and walked me to the door.
My mistake was 'come in'.
you hurt me after you hold me
why?

so many whys in the way I feel. Instead of being an owl, hooting, 'who who who' I ask why? why? why? And with every passing answer I have only emptiness

You held me close until we were one, then cast me aside like a broken violin. played to crechendo and broken, tossed to the floor. You taught me to feel, to cry, to laugh. Then you told me all I learned to feel was a lie.

Lies, why's, emptiness, nothing. Void