literary cock block

how come I can't write erotic poetry anymore?
I've got all the words
wrapped around this big rubber cock
I'm fucking with
that thing pushes in and out
vibrating my mind to mush
as I gulp breaths of air
to scream out
not poems of
passion, pleasure... pain
because, yeah, that'd be cliche.

I scream the flashing light
the brilliant closed eye display
the snapping corded neck
and arched wide spread thighs
the convergence
of all physical matter toward
two points
of woman wanting
and then find a third
and a fourth
and anywhere... you can reach

they don't teach you how to write
about that
sure they give you the dictionary
and a few pictures or examples
on how to describe conjugation
but they never ever
speak even one wow word,
one wicked wanting word
which would drive you insane
fill your brain with
fuck words
or in my case, nothing at all