Longing

gazing into the endless starry abyss
thinking of you
the moon quietly beckons me
remembering

skin to skin...so close
not close enough
torturous fleeting kisses
breathless sighs

closing my eyes...lost
such sweet memories
softly caressing your skin
giving... taking.

imagining your hands on me
so hungry for you...not mine
frustrated...ashamed...
yet still wanting



reaching inside me...stealing
my mind, my soul, my peace
withdrawing from me
abandoning me

wanting to be enough for you
but...not enough
hopeless longing for you
not what you seek...

maybe in another existence
another lifetime
you will seek me...
want me.

embracing the celestial realm
sharing my desire with the moon
whispering wishes to the winds
for now