Lord Please Take Me

Lord please take me
is it a sin that the whole world hates me?
That the love of my life has been taken away?
That I don't wanna see the next day?
That every minute I hope the end is in sight?
That I have ruined my Jocelyn's life?
That the only person that person who keeps me sane
is gone now so I'm left alone in the rain?
That every rain drop that I see makes me drop a tear?
Or that losing her was my only real fear?
And unfortunately it has come true
so what is this poor fat boy to do?
There is no reason for me to live anymore
because she was the only reason I live for.
During Every sunrise
all i can think about is her eyes
and every time i see the moon
all i hope is that i will be with her soon
and as reality hits this worthless fat ugly young boy
that there will never be a Brandon, Jr., a janelle joy
and as i can not raise my head high
there is no way that i can bear my self to say good bye
and as i try to ask my savior
please don't let this be good-bye just see you later
and if you find it in your heart to bring her back to me father
i promise 2 love her always and 4 ever