Lost and Found

*It was an experience talking to you. We really do have a lot in common. A part of me will always miss it, but your happiness is more important.*

I have no idea why I was drawn to you.
My thoughts were so intense about you.
I had a hard time getting you off my mind.
It felt like we had this deep connection.
Something that no one can really explain.
I know you felt the connection.
I think it scared you, so you pulled away.
You did not want to get to close and get hurt.
I understand your reasons, you have to do what is best for you.
I just do not understand why every part of my being felt drawn to you.
What did that mean?
I knew something bad was going to happen.
When you told me the bad news I cried.
My heart ached knowing you were going to cut our connection.
Connections are a two way street, right?
Maybe it was my fault.
You told me something that I cannot shake.
I did not know I was doing it.
I did not mean to make you feel that way.
All I can say is I am sorry.
Now that I know, I can do what I did, I am going to work on it.
You opened my eyes to many different things.
I think now I can make myself grow as a person.
I do not know what our connection was, but it was a first for me.
I have never felt that before.
Maybe I will never again.
Even though it killed me inside to lose you, I want to say thank you.
As soon as you broke our connection I felt mentally relieved.
It was like I had no control over how I thought about you.
Once you cut the connection, my mind was free.
I may have never felt that kind of connection if I never met you.
I remember saying something to you that I still believe.
Just because your eyes are closed to something, doesn't mean you cannot find it.
It can find you too.