Lost Without You

Letting my mind wander
then putting it to paper
this is my first love
keeping her close to my heart
my mistress I only see alone
she rarely meets friends or family
sneaking to her
usually in the dark of night
she stirs my soul
and makes me whole
loving her every second
i am with her
and aching for her
my heart breaks
when I leave

Turned me out she has
I have left her many a time
only to come crawling back
begging forgiveness
so she can take me in once again
knowing she loves me too
but wanting to teach me a lesson
she at first resists
until my sweet talk
in the midnight hour
allows me to caress her
once again
as my pen touches paper
the magic we have
the love we make
returns to my life
just me and my boo
all the world is gone
just me and my boo
no matter how long
since we have spoken
it is as good as the first time
she looks deep into my soul
pulling out emotions, thoughts, and ideas
making me open up
laying my soul bare
for everyone to see

The power she welds
over me is amazing
after awhile I always
run and hide
chases me she never does
waiting with open arms
to grasp me when I come back
never chatising me for my flirtations
I belong to her
and she belongs to me
wanting for the next night
I climb into her bed
and we make music again
wanting for the next time
I pick up a pen
touch paper
letting my mind wander
wanting until we make love