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Whispers for Tomorrow

     The whispers that come in the darkness are clouded by the tears that I try to hide,
  Fuzzy and out of focus this is how my life has come to look.
     As I look in the past everything thing seems crystal clear on the outside,
  The choices that I thought were right turned out to be false.
     My eyes bleed from the pain of loss.
          My hands that I have prayed with are betrayers to my heart.
               My thoughts are the knives that I find in my back...

     Can I survive this life that I have trapped myself in?
          Can I live with myself if these lies are feed with more lies?
               Can I take another breath in this closed box called my life?

     I hear the whispers that I pray in my pillow at night,
          Hoping that some angel will hear my pleas for redemption,
          Hoping that some angel will hear my cries for peace,
          Hoping that someone will hear my whispers for love.

     The whispers I have spoken are carved in the skin of my flesh, the blood bares witness to the struggle that I have endured.
     The whispers that I can no longer see are etched into my mind's eye and forever torment me..
          .. seeking that angel..
               .. seeking that light of salvation ..
                    .. that I cannot see for my eyes I have broken ..

Aztek Pagan

Lost Embrace


     Without your love I would crack and break under the pressure of life,
Like shattered dreams that I put together piece by piece.
     The falling pieces of my heart spills out onto the ground,
Tracing the love that I mourn for our lost life that once was.
     Running as fast as I can to the shadows of our last embrace,
Cast on the wall from the fires of our desire fueled by our passion for another day.
     How can we go on with this life? How can I win back your undying love?
     Is there some design that is lost in this darkness, cold and alone?
     On a chill filled night I can see the breath of our past in the reflecting light of the moon.
          I can hear your laughter in the wind that blows through the trees.
Please Goddess grant me the strength to let go of what I can’t change.
     I beg you Goddess grant me the strength to live another day in this cold.
           I pray you Goddess hold me as I cry in the night hoping to feel again.
                 Goddess love me as I once loved another,
Goddess please forgive me as I have never been able to forgive myself for the wrongs I have committed.

… until all is forgiven in the world ..

Aztek Pagan


Weapons of the Heart


Deep in the heart of loneliness beckons a light of salvation,
     A path of torment lies before me.
Sorrow and pain are my companions like a laughing demon that feeds on the flesh of my demise.
Your smile and your voice are my weapons,
     Your touch and your kiss are my bliss.
How can I survive this hell that I have become accustom to?
How can I defeat this demon that has burrowed into my soul?
I have walked this path for a lifetime hoping for only a glimpse of the angel that haunts my dreams.
Your love has become the nectar,
     That feeds and nourishes my existence allowing the pain to fade.
Your love penetrates the haze that surrounds me,
     Comforting me when the tears come,
          Comforting me when I am overwhelmed by fear.
I am blinded by your light and numb from your warmth.
Thank you….


Aztek Pagan

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