Love Poem

I love you without reason, without doubt, without seclusion.
I lay in bed every night and dream of your arms in my delusions.
Maybe my life is just another generic love song, maybe when I'm out I'm gone.
I've never been tired of this, I've never thrown out possibilties.
My head doesn't understand why my heart can't leave,
Why it won't stop the pain, why it lives for you in vain.
Sometimes it takes some time to realize just how deep something is,
and when you do, you'd give up everything to hold on to it.
You wake up every morning with a feeling of abandonment,
and you go to bed every night knowing you can't handle it.
In the middle of the day you allow reason to step in,
but you don't mean it
because you can't see it.
When everyone's eyes around you start to look blue,
you start to realize what it means.
When everyone's skin is rough and unfamiliar,
it's time to go back and face the dealer.
My reason has turned into bargaining,
just let me live one more day.
I'll do anything, just let me stay, let me stay!
I would sit on hot coal,
I would walk ten times around the world
just to change your mind.
I'd overflow the oceans with my tears if I knew that I could find,
find the heart I know you hold me in somehwere deep inside you.
Let go of all your fears and let me lay beside you.
Forget the feelings of failure that have kept me in my corner,
do something for love like love is your owner.
Is this all I'm ever going to be dealt?
You've told me to take my chances, you've told me to go for my dreams,
when all my being is within you.
Why can't you remember what it means?
I've loved you for forever, and every second I'll love you more,
but until I can break into you, I just stand at this closed door.
The door that makes me wonder
If everything you said was true.
And then I fall,
and all I can remember
is how much I've always loved you,
because it's all that matters,
it's all that makes my dreams come true.
You're all I've ever needed.
I wish this is what it felt like to you.