Loving me true

Loving me true.

I just couldn't help it if I have offended Ricky.
For my liking he went just a little bit too far
In a cow field and the back of his car
He doesn't love me, he's taking the Mickey

For what he said was all pretence
He doesn't really love me at all
He fancies me yes and has had his fill
Sometimes against my will
Me ending up so very tense

He said, Sharon I'll make up.
Bought me chocolates and things
He softened me up and like a fool
I let him have his wings

But when he took me anal, without my consent
In his car over the seat I was bent
It took me days to recover
then I knew he was not right top be my lover

I thought you liked to deviate, his excuse
But he didn't ask or even say
If I would like it that way
So time came I called a truce

I can do without that sort of loving
If one can call it that
Some guys don't realize it is not just sex
A girl like me wants real love too

He phoned me a few times.
Said he would alter his ways for good
But when I think how he used me
I don't see why I should

Now I have found John
And all my thoughts of Ricky have long gone
He treats me right, sets my hear alight
When he holds me so tight.

No more back of the car.
No more cow field
We share his bed which is much better by far
And I gratefully yield

John gives me love and passion, he is my all
He really loves me too
Together we forever have a ball
And I know he loves me true.